Charlotte =]

Woah been nearly a full blown year since ive written to this. Oh how so much as changed. No 1 i feel like ive grown up so much in the past year. I am a little immature at times but come on like what 18 year old college student isnt. Like get real :P No 2. Ive made some unreal friends in the college process. Deffo friends for life and in their own way they have each brought me out of my onion shell (layers that is, dja know the way onions have layers. Yes yes im quoting shrek. Leave me off). But on a serious note i love them all to bits. College has had its rocky patches but looking back i can seriously laugh about it all now. Always a good sign. :) No 3 kinda relates to no 2 with my confidence soaring. Feel all happy. 

I still love my friends to bits. Still with the ole gang. :) Gotta love their crazy ways. Yes there have been rocky times but that is insanely normal in a gang of girls. Gonna be bitching and crazyness but where else can u leave of steam? if we used walls to vent anger well then my neighbours would get an eyeful of me by now. So yes shout out to the girls i love :)

So much really to say that i cant fit it all in coz i would prob get cramps in my hands and be crippled like an aul wan. Yanno yerself like. But to sum it all up……..
first year college compete with my bestys (cian, megs, brian, caroline and darraghbear) And i only failed one in THE WHOLE YEAR. Proud?? Yessum i am. Been parties, drunkness, drunken mistakes, drunken hotties and drinky drinky. Also throw in some california and u finish up with an amazing year. :)

xxxx 

Oh god…..what have i done :S

Why the HELL are boys so complicated. its like there out to wreak all our heads. so does he like me? doesn’t he? Then you start to try and forget about them and BAM you get a text saying how are you and ya go weak at the knees. whoever made boys deserves to be shot or something coz there whole dna make up is just annoying! Yaaaaaa i know im being all melo dramatic but come on its been going on what? 2 months? Seems to never end. The whole heather thing and then apoligising and blah blah blah. Dunno is he just after the one thing and thinks im easy so sure why not? or is he genuine. Can never seem to tell with him with all his charming ways. God that boy deserves a medal for it. Could charm a bloody rock id say. then on sat night saying about the cinema. Dunno did he mean it or was it just one of those lines. Kinda like taking the piss coz no more has been said about it. LIKE COME ON just let me know before i end up locked up with the white jackets and the crazy people dressed in white drugging me up. and i should NOT repeat NOT be allowed my phone when drunk. Say all kinda stupid things. Oh god yep im prob officially a freak. Ok hand me the white jacket. Ill tie myself up………

SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED for maths. :S
Then why am i writing this. Pfft bring on the repeats in aug

Bring on chapter 2 i say. Can’t wait to get out of this semester. yes theres been some unreal times but just can’t wait for the month off and get silly boys out of my head. Why do they say one thing and do another. Its beyond me really. Go for being flirty and all over you and saying nice things one week to going cold and sleeping with yer friends room mate the following week. I dunno. Boys confuse me really. Thing that annoyed me was he seemed so nice and genuine and i honestly thought he was one of the good guys. He was all flirty, cuddely and kissy the next day that i was like he obv doesn’t think it was a drunken score. And then being all flirty texting that week. Then not even a week later he turns around at a house party we were both at and sleeps with marys room mate. I was like cheers for that. So nice guy? Nope he was an ass like all the other guys. So bring on chapter 2 where we play the field and have fun fun fun. Its gonna be epic.

Plus ive mastered the art of pacing myself when drinking. Ok ive tried it twice but still….It worked. :D I was getting way out of hand with my drink. Was just going overboard drinking way to much in such a short space of time. But from now on my new years resolution is to pace myself, be happy happy, play the field and forget silly people. :)

Chapter 2 here i come

I HATE COLM BARRY MURPHY WITH A PASSION. NOT ONLY IS HE A MOODY FECKER BUT HE EXPLAINS NOTHING. HOW DOES HE EXPECT PEOPLE TO PASS HIS EXAMS. DOUCHE DOUCHE DICKHEAD. >:(

Im am uber excited for friday. I actually cannot wait for it. Gonna be amazing i hope. well the jazz is my mommy is going away for the weekend. so tara said why don’t we stay in yours instead of going away for the weekend. What was going to be a quiet weekend with the girls with cocktails and chinese is now gonna be a full blown house party. ooooh yes yes. I cannot wait. Gonna be fooking mental. Have a fairly long guest list now. theres gonna be, me(Obv), tara, jahna, ava, baxter, maria, jess, ciara, clodagh, ash, john, cian, colm, james, johnathan, becky, darragh, patch, lisa, katie, eoghan, paudie and dave. Emmmm think thats it for the moment. Haha fairly long but sure. as long as noone does anything in my bed. I don’t care. My bed is for me. :P And john said hes sleeping down the end with johnathan. :P

Agggghhhh its gonna be amazing fun and i can’t wait. :D:D
Plenty of games and drinking. Ooooh la la la la. And the toy show drunk. EEEE im gonna have to stop writing before i blow with excitement

Fingers crossed for the guards not being called. :P

AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh